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incarcerated in prison. We received
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this series of powerful CorrLinks
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audience at prisonist.org.
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Good morning Jeff, sorry for delaying this note but money is tight for me right now.

In short I’m assuming that you have some of my background and what issues I might have – but I will be brief to start:

I feel enormously sad and distressed over my crime and all who I have hurt – including XXX (now my Former Wife) and my Children, Friends and other Family. I just couldn’t get enough, I had to have it all and didn’t value the most important things I had – my Family and Friends – and mostly – God himself. It pains me now to hold back from openly crying from the pain I feel. I feel so alone, so damaged.

The only thing its seems I have left is what is in my locker here at [Federal Prison]. I pray to God for forgiveness for my sins and I feel he has forgiven those sins – but its the stain of those sins that have deeply damaged me so much. The pain is so much that I cry myself to sleep most every night and wake up several times to pray to God for a better life – another chance to do what is right in his way.

Right now I’m holding my own – but it scares me if things go bad I may not make it as any health care at [Federal Prison] is poor at best.